Melancholic Happiness


Stars

funny title? right...hehehe yep its been a while since my last post. I'm not really sure what to write about 'xcept that fact that 3 mo's of bumming out is pretty much 'nuf to turn anyone into a living breathing fungus. huh? not making sense yep. hahaha. sometimes I just couldn't get the fact of having to sacrifice yet end up miserable...seeing how the one you love is so much happy but you don't see yourself in the picture. emo-ish yes. but true. Just then it hit me. "to die is to give someone life" pretty stupid yeah probably. but there's more to it than just plain words. I understand that when i get this feeling of emptiness and little by little i die inside, in turn i give her a little bit of happiness that makes her live through the sacrifices I do. When you give something whether a simple thing or a few coins to beggars, we think of "excess" we give out what we have in excess of, thinking it would suffice. "giving isn't giving not till it hurts...you have to FEEL what you give for it to matter" wow, t's like im preaching to my own choir, but then again. its the truth, not fact or fiction. 

 "If only you could hear me shout your name if only you could feel my love again, the stars in the sky will never be the same...if only you were here"


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