Melancholic Happiness

Melancholy ; a gloomy state of mind,depression; affected with, characterized by, or showing melancholy. Mournful, depressed,  sadness.

Happy; delighted, pleased, or glad, as over a particular thing: to be happy to see a person

 

Happy...'am I?...the irony of happiness mixed with melancholy. Years back when I was coming up with a catchy title to this journal of mine I had a hard time setting the mood. I was basing from my feelings at that time. Life was chaotic, confusing...a lot of bitterness. At one point I though it came to and end when she came into the picture... I was wrong. It was just the start of another painful chapter in my life. "why do we sacrifice?" "why do we need to get hurt?" "why can't you be mine?" so many questions clouding my frail thoughts. 

Sometimes, I just want to get away from it all. No one ever cares to listen anyway. I tend to get too emotional. But still, I am here. little by little, drifting away once again.

Thank you, to the one person who never fails to see through my pail drama. You never get tired of reading through this bloody journal. Sometimes I think, you'll get to proofread my posts next time. (smile)

 

I guess all along I never got to let go...sad...pathetic truth.

 

 

 

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